http://www.justinross.org/ en-us justin@justinross.org 2010-01-23T01:10:13-05:00 hourly 1 2000-01-01T12:00+00:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2010/01/patience.html I have very little, I've always known what I wanted, it's a pity I've done such a shit job of finding it. It's a cruel irony--life is so short, yet we must waste time dancing around each other for a... 282@http://www.justinross.org/ 2010-01-23T01:10:13-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2010/01/broken.html Seems, I am perpetually so. I have cursed God, my existence, myself, so many times. I have prayed, fought, clawed for happiness, but only managed to hold on it to for so fleeting a time one can scarcely believe it... 280@http://www.justinross.org/ Love 2010-01-20T01:45:57-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/12/power_struggles.html Is it human nature to always seek the "upper hand", even (probably especially) in romantic relationships? It seems we never want to feel vulnerable, and determine it's safer if we keep the other partner on uneven footing--always capitalizing on opportunities... 279@http://www.justinross.org/ Relationships 2009-12-18T22:33:41-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/12/so.html Today is a better day. I hope the past can be left, there. I hope I started building a new future, the right one, finally. Time will tell. Timbuk3? One can dream.... 278@http://www.justinross.org/ 2009-12-18T10:00:57-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/12/how_many_times.html I feel the wretched twisted things in my gut, they leave me with a pained expression, paralyzed in the darkness, longing for release. I wish I could sleep. Even when I do, they jar me awake, as if waking from... 277@http://www.justinross.org/ Love 2009-12-17T03:00:59-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/12/slipping_throug.html Everything is, and I can't bare it. Not again, I can't survive this twice.... 276@http://www.justinross.org/ Love 2009-12-16T23:31:27-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/12/fixed_the_fucki.html Title says it all. That was a damn pain, and things are still wonky. Going from 2.x to 4.x was a great idea on paper. It appears I'm going to have to gut all my old templates, implement all the... 275@http://www.justinross.org/ 2009-12-15T23:03:53-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/04/changes_are_a_c.html I've got a revamped look coming (it's all in my head for the moment), as well as some nifty additions to hopefully bring this blog into at least the 2007-08 era; I don't want to shoot for 2009 and hurt... 274@http://www.justinross.org/ 2009-04-24T07:36:28-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/03/hear_that.html Yeah, it's the sound of someone's innards retching and twisting. Trying to reform around the gaping cavities being ripped out around the heart. Trying in vain to protect it. Ah love, splendid indeed.... 273@http://www.justinross.org/ 2009-03-10T03:50:45-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/03/a_question.html Why the hell can't we use the fact that we have such an abundance of love, to offset our deficiencies in other areas?... 272@http://www.justinross.org/ 2009-03-05T23:13:41-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2009/03/a_heart-breakin.html It's going to break a little each time something of hers leaves this house. It's going to break a little each time I hear how well she's doing, or of the important events in her life I missed (from someone... 271@http://www.justinross.org/ 2009-03-05T01:58:25-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2008/09/finally_upgrade.html Holy crap that took long enough. I finally upgraded to MT 4.21, I'm definitely going to have to put in a few more hours (with some help) to get this all sorted out correctly, but at least it's a step... 270@http://www.justinross.org/ 2008-09-07T06:47:27-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2008/06/cutty.html I shake Cutty Ranks hand, WOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... 269@http://www.justinross.org/ 2008-06-30T05:27:13-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2008/06/iphone_oh_iphone.html Well all, but one, of my predictions for the iPhone 3G came to pass. It still boggles my mind why they would not improve upon the camera (i.e. the one that only works well in broad daylight and with stationary... 268@http://www.justinross.org/ 2008-06-13T08:04:18-05:00 http://www.justinross.org/archives/2008/05/314_am.html Lost. I have (had?) this great direction I want my life to go in, but each day it seems harder and harder to keep moving in that direction. It's like I'm hurtling towards earth on some botched re-entry, a ball... 266@http://www.justinross.org/ 2008-05-05T03:33:39-05:00