 Friday, November 30
Why oh why.
My mother really, really frustrates me. The woman is incapable of admitting guilt, she lacks that part of the brain that drives people to say, "I'm sorry," and after 21 years of such frustrating behaviour, there seems to be no hope for change. She prefers to pass the blame off on other, however loosely related, innocent individuals. I used to think she would just do it with anything regarding Darren (my oldest brother), but I've come to realise that too was just a way of keeping her clear of blame. This is why I distance myself from my family, this is why coming to Trinidad isn't going to be all roses and Christmas cheer, because however much I may miss them, it all fades after hearing the first argument or ignorant statement, and that usually happens within 5 minutes of stepping in the door. *bangs head on keyboard* 1:13 AM | Jus | # | no comments Thursday, November 29Monday, November 26
dudes, you must do this, die evil pop-up ads, die, mother*cker.
link via textism 11:50 PM | Jus | # | no comments
holy smokestack batman!
there's nothing to post! to the... ah just bring over some batbeer and let's get toasted. 6:54 AM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, November 23
Well hella-cool!
I just learned one of my distant friends is a bomb-ass playwright and actor. I'm so proud, I haven't seen him in forever (him being in India and all), but goddamn, that's bloody great! 7:37 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, November 22
Well.
I'm late. Here I wake up at 5pm expecting to still make it for Thanksgiving "dinner" down by Arthur, only to find out they had "lunch", I don't know why I assumed it would be dinner, maybe because that's what everyone usually says, "thanksgiving dinner", but then that's what you get when you don't call people and confirm... just sleep all damn day and wake up at 5. *smacks self on head* My server was down for maintenance from 10pm last night to 10am this morning, if anyone tried to access something and couldn't. Now I'm feeling extremely crappy, like I woke up with a dark cloud over my head, now all I need to do is wonder into the woods and meet the townsfolk by the altar... (never mind) Happy freakin' thanksgiving. 5:32 PM | Jus | # | no commentsTuesday, November 20
Can you believe it took me something like 5 hours to find 3 literary critic sources on-line for A Midsummer Night's Dream?? Jesus Christ, now I have my animation homework to sort out... great.
I hate literature. Yes, I'll say it again, I hate bloody literature. So far, in every single english class I've had in this school, the teacher's first language was never english, just pointing that out... 9:01 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, November 18 Rossi dragged me to Anne Kolb Park to get bitten by bugs and take stupid pictures, here is such a picture... whoo. 9:44 PM | Jus | # | no comments
Well I saw Harry Potter, apparently if I was a fan of the book I'd have enjoyed it more. Regardless, it was good, worth the price of admission, if just a little too long, but that's only a bad thing if it seems too long, which it really didn't. It's the type of movie that us old fans of the Labrynth wish they would've made a long, long time ago.
8:34 PM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, November 15
Should I go see Harry Potter or should I go sleep... Should I go see Harry Potter or should I go sleep... Should I...
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Hey, just throwing this out there but, all I want for Christmas is a Wacom tablet. Okay? *cherrio*
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It would actually feel good not be the one who's wrong, the evil one, the one to blame, once in a while...
*random thought* 3:19 AM | Jus | # | no commentsWednesday, November 14
over 30 new little pictures above, random as usual...
time to sleep. goodnight all. 4:34 PM | Jus | # | no comments
Ah yes, when you start thinking about the "man / god" law thing, you know it's time to sleep and get some rest before registration tomorrow.
In other news, I fucked my thumb up, it keeps slipping in and out of its rightful place... from playing with it too much (double joint I think). I may get some work done tonight, I may not, whatever happens I hope I get enough sleep. Last night was unusually wretched, I didn't go to sleep until 9am, I decided to miss my afternoon class instead of being a zombie. I feel like drawing a cartoon only I'm a little drugged from Tylenol (throat) - my fans suffer, I know. You know how long it's been since I drew anything? I did a couple strips nobody ever saw I did for the comic magazine, it folded before they ran all, I still have a bunch of ideas I never drew complete drafts of. Maybe I should take a drawing class as an elective... When next I have something to say... (this was not one of those times) 1:41 AM | Jus | # | no commentsMonday, November 12
I dunno what I'm going to do about Christmas, I hear tickets to come home are 700 and up, and the longer I delay buying a ticket to New Jersey the prices keep going up and up...
Ah good news, Mella liked my quick rendition of her being assaulted with popcorn, everyone seems to be doing okay, I may get some money soon, Michelle's in a good mood, no one I know is dead - that's always a good thing. I have a good bit of work to do however, all of which I completely asked for, why do I feel the need to be industrious? I have a proposal to write and requirements to type up and I feel soooo lazy, I only like doing things that don't require me to think. I need a production team, I think I'll be good as a manager, or maybe head-clone of a bunch of drone-clones... 6:15 PM | Jus | # | no commentsSaturday, November 10
that's just bloody beautiful. Caution, it may make you seem uninspired by comparison.
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oy... it's officially jadey-poo's birthday, nice to still have you around love. When I have money, you will have presents.
Phone calls... that's another story. 3:59 AM | Jus | # | no comments
ah.
"one of the great failures in life, is never really knowing the people who made you who you are." -me Parents, brothers, lovers, I think it's sad to think of all the years you lived in their company, yet never really knew their hearts. I think it may be too late with my father, maybe it was always been too late given the man he is, there's still hope with my mother perhaps. As for my brothers the laziness in my soul keeps putting it off, and then there's one I really don't care, or want myself to care, to know. As for lovers, that's one I do know, the only one that counted anyway. I've been absent the past few days, I've been busy. You really don't care, but I appreciate your feigned interest. The monotony of life is getting me down, my surroundings are making me more the introvert than ever. Did I ever really mention that? Yes, I'm definitely certifiable in that respect. I miss everyone. Even the people I've never seen, because they've become like a fairy tale I like to keep reading day after day. 3:50 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, November 4
Well the voting is over, and I do believe the best baby won. I'm trying very hard not to rub it in (Jade... hehehe). Thank you all for settling that argument.
And, an update on the depression music, although stac had the best up to that point, I believe Michelle has one-upped her, go check out her list, damn. 3:20 PM | Jus | # | no commentsSaturday, November 3 All these baby pictures made me finally replace the pictures in my wallet that got ruined when I fell in Rossi's pool (they were print-outs), so I broke out the HP photo paper and printed out brand new ones, and I found this picture of my mommy, this and that other baby picture are the only ones I have up here of me as a child. I don't think I've ever seen my mother look that happy. I miss my mommy. 4:20 PM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, November 2
Well, I re-designed the site with that sad ass excuse for a layout, Dre, do you still think they've got a good thing going? If I hadn't taken some pity on them and made some rollovers for the links, things would be bad, very, very bad.
Egads. 8:26 PM | Jus | # | no comments
this is one of the sweetest things I've seen in a while, I miss Michelle.
1:36 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, November 1
Alright people, this is serious business.
Please place your votes for the cutest baby, voting will commence immediately, and end on Saturday (3rd November) at 12 midnight. Begin the insanity, may the best baby win. 10:57 PM | Jus | # | no comments
oh... and as far as my little "game" goes, she looks like she's going to win, I've excluded myself from judging of course ;)
good call on Annie Lennox, ashamed I didn't think of it, and a few others... 2:33 AM | Jus | # | no comments
nothing to brighten my mood, like a wonderful film.
the cable people want a re-design, but I'm not so pissed off anymore, I just saw "Chocolat", and it's been a long time since I enjoyed a movie that much. I'm realising that it's all about the living, not the parts in between, that really makes it all worthwile. know what I'm talking about? *smiles* 2:28 AM | Jus | # | no comments |
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