mindsight - looking way back (blogger)

Friday, June 15

happy birthday, sweetheart we love you.

guys, I'm going to be lost for the next 3 weeks, please hold all my calls.

adios.

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Saturday, June 9

1 year, 9 months.

happy anniversary love.

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Thursday, June 7

May I be the first to say, Philly whooped L.A.'s hind quarters (I was scared for a moment or two there).

Didja see when Iverson stepped over Lue's ass? Beautiful.

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Tuesday, June 5

You probably wouldn't notice if I didn't point it out, but I made some slight changes to the template. The html page alone is a little under 30K (without blog content) which is higher than I'd like, but I can't see any other logical way to reduce it without going with another layout. I cleaned up the html in a BIG way, line by line baby, it almost validates, if blogger didn't throw paragraph tags everywhere and I put an ALT tag for all my images, it'd be clean as a whistle.

Hoozah.

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Monday, June 4

I'm bored, I'm in class, a class which sucks (Painter 6), I'm listening to Sutra Spin, and I just remembered something.

I paint the scene:

KFC drive-through lane in Valsayn (Trinidad), Michelle and I are having a fight. Christian sits in the back, keeping shut because I assume he's just a tad uncomfortable.

Michelle: WHY do you think that you're BETTER than everyone?!!

(pondering silence)

Me: (Hysterical laughter)

I'm amazed she actually said that, mainly because it's actually kinda true, I do have a built-in "I'm better than you" aura which I don't think is too healthy. And the fact she saw it and said something, was a little humbling, I'm thinking, "How fucking cool, she can see right through me, that's my girl."

I turn to Christian.

Me: Now, have you and Solange ever had a fight like this?

Christian (looking innocent and confused): Uh... No.

Michelle: Steuuuuuuuups

end memory flashback

Don't ask, it just came to mind, that is all.

9:41 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Yes, I took a short leave, which, no doubt, I'll be taking again as soon as school ends.

In fact, I won't be here for almost a month, so will I lose my loyal (*kof*) readership? Will I be stoned or lanced with spears? Right.

I'm in a rut, I've got 18 pages of a comic to do in 2 weeks, 18 pages, the humanity. And more and more, I'm becoming more critical of my art, it's no way up to comic-book standard scratch, the only thing that would save it would be for me to actual use some reference, because if I can see it - I can draw it. Thing is, I've been pulling these poses and scenes out my (ass), there are a few angles and scenes I can draw perfectly, because I've done them so many times before or what have you, but the vast majority, it just comes out looking sadly below standards. Why don't I get someone to pose for me then, what's the big deal? I'm right smack dab in the middle of finals, and the only person I'd want to help me out is in South Beach and works all the time.

Oy.

Oh, and one last note on that whole e-mail thing, Kiv sent it to me first, blame her, aghhhhhhhhhh!

dreams suck nowadays

I went to bed at 1, got up at 5:30am, I'm worrying even in my sleep now, and my damned dreams are even getting too stressful.

Hey and no one posted one reply... Did I say loyal readership? Oof.

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