mindsight - looking way back (blogger)

Monday, April 30

Driving, late, empty highway, radio just loud enough to make out over the sound of the wind rushing through the open window.

Planes landing at your side, rushing past the highway, lights burning into your vision then disappearing.

Cool night air almost making you shiver, but not quite, leaving all of it behind, a fading memory, the road welcomes you ahead, not wanting it to end.

Lean back into the seat, peace, it all feels so comfortable, so at ease, you could drive forever.

The picture that was here, is now here ;)

2:36 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Sunday, April 29

Now, I sincerely apologise to all the people who check the sight hoping to see fresh nonsense from yours truly, but you know, I'm only saying that, I don't really mean it ;)

Yes so, let's keep the folks up-to-date, I have gone to the beach, to barbeque, twice in the past few weeks, and I took a LOT of pictures with the "clunky digicam", most of which will be making their way onto the randomly generated images above. BUT since you're all so nice, I'll post one, just because I'm sorely lacking in things to write.

me, devon, sanchia, colin, james, madi, kevan, trevor, rava

Vaughn showed up friday, the ever talented but lazy older brother. He and Sonia will undoubtedly be inseperable for the 3 weeks he's here.

Let's see, some absolutely great news, I ran an idea by the multimedia department, and the head honcha, Paco (as he's affectionately called), gave me the thumbs up. So I'm officially responsible for creating the first multimedia exhibition at aifl.

I also have a comic book in the works (with Arthur, Vaughn and Rossi), which may or may not be published during summer for the T & T Guardian, depending on whether or not it gets approved.

7:41 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, April 25

There are two movie quotes I really love but rarely get to use...

"I say GODDAMN!" - Pulp Fiction

"You're money baby" - Swingers

I just saw Memento. Talk about a brain-fuck, hoozah, it's sad when a movie this good leaves me wanting more out of it, I'm getting cynical and analytical when it comes to my entertainment too? I say goddamn.

4:28 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Why do you have to be so heartless?

So uncaring?

You say you love me,

But why do you continue to fuck up everything that is around me?

You don’t really care.

Do you really think that I’m here for your convenience?

To be used as you please?

No!

So fuck you!

You go on without a care in the world oblivious to my feelings,

You spineless selfish bastard,

You don't really love me,

You don't really give a fuck about me.

Out of all the things you could have done why did you have to do that? ....

Every time that happens it breaks my heart.

The pain is so unbearable,

So why keep on pretending?

12:28 AM | Michy | # | no comments

Thursday, April 19

Okay, sorry to Mark for his lost comments, but I got directed from a friend that BlogVoices was the spawn of satan, and he pointed me towards DotComments, thanks again Jai.

Well, time to go eat something that doesn't come out of a drive-through window...

8:57 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, April 18

I really am sad.

Noah Grey, one amazing man, hasn't been added to my list of amazing people, and now he's "off the air". Well I intend to at least, be late, but be.

I can't believe the kind of dedication it must've taken, not to mention technical god-type prowess and patience, to create his greymatter. I thought about switching over to it a loooooooong time ago, but as always, laziness dictates my behaviour. Blogger works fine for now, I guess.

Anyway, I've been visiting his site and looking at his photography for ages, and I just thought it's about time I tipped my hat to Noah.

Thanks also to Rav for reminding me (although he really didn't do it intentially).

And to Mark for demanding I add BlogVoices to the sight. He "wants" Sox.

Stacy, please speak to me.

Michelle, please post.

Justin, where are you?

3:49 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, April 11

Say hi Sox.

This is Sox, I made him up for a class, built his wire skeleton sunday, built his body monday, painted him tuesday, and touched him up today, he's happy to be alive.

I accidentally cooked him too much the third time, he doesn't like the oven anymore.

I have a headache, he says I should take a pill, Sox is so smart.

*collapses as they turn me off*

8:37 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Saturday, April 7

I don't mean everything I say.

But I do want to go around with a sparkly set of scalpels and carve people up, preferably unsuspecting women, on dark London streets, wearing a cloak and a hat, and a smile.

And that's the truth.

So I'm dark like that, aren't you?

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Friday, April 6

Do you feel, carved, hollowed, scraped, your insides eating themselves away.

Do you have that cancer?

First a pinch, then a bite, then a tear and pull.

You cringe and stare at your pieces falling away.

Then you die.

Then I die.

And you're nowhere around.

Your tears can't help me now.

Your love can't replace my insides.

Nothing you have, I need.

Their lies can't comfort me anymore.

Death it seems, is a place I don't need any of you.

So leave me alone with my eaten body, eaten soul? If you'd like.

And don't you dare cry for me. Not anymore.

Because I never cried for you.

3:48 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, April 4

HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT! HOLY SHIT!!!!!

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Tuesday, April 3

Guys, how cool is this?

Soca Chinee got the company on a digital billboard, just testing it out, I copied the image off the company's webcam, of course, when we FINISH the site and are ready for clients we'll run it again, but with a NUMBER and the bloody site address. Boy, this sure beats paying 2 grand for the same service... tee-hee-hee.

Whooooo!