 Tuesday, February 27 Saturday, February 24
I'm not too sure what to make of this, I did a search for "virus" on CNN and when I saw Trinidad, well I had to investigate. I mean, they give them out in schools here right? I think free contraception is a good thing, saves me 8 bucks.
5:30 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, February 22
Dancing the fine line between sanity and...
I wish I could just scream. But then someone will most likely run into my room. Where is my pool when I need it. 4am, registration tomorrow at 11, which means stand in line from 9 or else you are screwed. My printer is out of its life's blood, so I'll need to feed it tomorrow, more things for me to do. Oh joy. Class? Yes, I've got that too, I wonder when I'll be getting any sleep. Oh how I... 3:47 AM | Jus | # | no commentsTuesday, February 20 I like Matlock, Michelle thinks I'm a "grandpa" because I watch the show whenever I'm able to catch it. Well la-di-da, I grew up watching that baby, just like I did Cheers, Taxi, Gilligan's Island, 21 Jump Street, Who's the boss, Twin Peaks - among others, and sadly enough (thanks to mom) Knots Landing and Dallas. SO, I'm a grandpa, and oop! Matlock's about to end, gotta run! 1:50 PM | Jus | # | no comments
Dre really removed my ass from his site. Damn, I can NOT feel the love. Not like I was going to post anything on a regular basis *sniff*, see what happens when you've lost your usefullness? Anyway (taps needle), all my worries are soon to be over...
12:36 PM | Jus | # | no commentsMonday, February 19
Dre is the bizomb! Hey son, I love the red tribal designs (yeah I know it's a door...), the search was placed in a great location. The music was a great idea. My one bitch? Well okay two, the quality and length of the music, check out how mr. saturn compresses his stuff - it still sounds pretty damn good. AND the last one, that gray box in the middle up top? I want more tribal man! Or maybe just lose the box ;)
Trac, you JUST saw Dream for an Insomniac? Well it's about time, I remember catching it at 3 in the morning back home in Trinidad, a looong time ago, and it instantly became one of my favourite movies, I dunno, I just got it. So hoozah for you babe. Michelle, first you posted "just kidding" nyah nyah, I saw it ;) Now you're bored, aww honey, I wish I could unbore you =P 2:24 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSaturday, February 17Friday, February 16
Whoo child, I need to stop writing so much, where's all this coming from? Have I spent too long making cute comments and meaningless conversation? Maybe.
Stac, I know I should email this question, but why is sounding like me something to be "fricked" upon? Shucks. Michy, thanks for those way kind, sweet, and blinded by love comments =) I so don't deserve them. L almost clocked me when she heard I didn't call you... yawzah =P You know I love you sweetheart. Okay, no more mushy stuff for our *regular* readers (ha, yeah, so it makes me feel good to even think we have regular readers). *kaPOOF* 3:19 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, February 15
I have the most sweetest, loving and caring boyfriend in the whole wide world! =P
Thank you baby so much. I love you. Don't worry I'll get some candy for you ;) 11:25 PM | Michy | # | no comments
Valentine's, awwww =)
ewwwwwww oh dear, oh sweet jesus, that's got to be mortifying, I cringed for you luv. for trac women hate men, ah, when will women just give up, shut up, and stop bitching. You gripe, you yell, but yet guess what? Even though we need you 99.9% more than you need us, the mere fact you continue to harp on the subject of "men suck" means that maybe, just maybe, you need us a little more than we thought, because you just can't seem to drop the subject and forget about us. =P (grins) 3:06 PM | Jus | # | no commentsWednesday, February 14Tuesday, February 13
bad sierra, bad
grrr. bad news in the digital world. next week marks the anniversary of "chainsaw monday", the day sierra goons axed 135 employees from the division responsible for most the infamous sierra adventures. depresses me every time I think of all the great adventures I'll never get to play. I hope lucas arts keeps the dying genre alive, albeit in a very small measure. you know I've yet to finish dragon fire or the mask of eternity? oh and let's not even start talking about day of the tentacle (I have no idea why I never finished that game, but I brought it with me, just in case). maybe I'm putting off the inevitable, maybe I'm not rushing to complete the games because, as things seem, they're the last adventures that will ever be produced by sierra, and maybe I can't bare the thought of there being nothing left when they're through. ah, anyway, screw that because I do want to be a hero and save the land, slay the vile wizards and evildoers, and solve all the diabolical puzzles they can throw at me. I'll deal with depression later. elevators should fall on people picture this: there are 2 elevators in a building, a building which only has 4 floors, yet a sea of people will wait for 5 minutes or more on an elevator to take them up, yes - you guessed it, 2 floors. why? why oh god why? are they lame? have they been injured? NOPE, they seem young, virile, and in their bloody fine prime, but no, stairs are obviously for the less sophisticated - the pedestrian being. another thing that will blow my mind every time I see it happen; when I actually do take the elevator, whether it's because it just popped open and I didn't have to wait, or I my knees were saying, "yeah, you take the stairs, but you'll be sooooorrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy", I'm taken aback, at these unbelievably moronic people that will stop my hasty trip up to the 4th floor to jump on a the second, and get off at the 3rd. Good lord. Two flights of stairs, possible 15 steps each, you could make it in less than 30 seconds if you had asthma and a brick. BUT NO, these people make the thing stop TWICE, why? because americans are stupid. americans, are stupid okay, I'm biased, I'm spoilt, I've been told I'm better than you, and you know what? I believe it. we've long been told that the education system in the caribbean is far superior to that of states, and hell, almost anywhere has a better education system than america, canada and the uk are probably shinning examples, because guess what guys; most of them can read, write, and speak more than poor american slang. I mean geez, when people hear you finished high school at 16 they're dumfounded? "I guess you're some kind of brain or something...", NO, fact is everyone leaves around the same age because we start a little earlier and we don't whine and bitch about all the fucking work they pile on us because we'll get smacked the fuck down. I'm glad I grew up were I did, and I'm glad I got the education I did WHERE I did, because every time I see a poor sod who asks the same question and laments, "I don't get it" no matter how simplistically the teacher lays it out - I thank god I'm not that poor bastard who has the attention span and learning capacity of an infant. infants make me queasy, and so does tylenol I accompanied my friend James down to where his sister was housesitting a friend's apartment, to drop off some food and whatever else James and Carol do. Thing is, it wasn't really a housesitting, but a babysitting. Now I've known Carol's friend, Tiffany, for quite some time, merely as acquaintances, but I'd like to think I know whenever something big happens to people loosely connected to my "circle". Apparently not. I was met by Carol on the street, walking Toby (the aggravating and loud, dog), only, there was something in her arms, as she drew closer James looks at me and says, "oh yeah, I don't think you know but Tiffany is taking foster care of a baby, with plans to adopt...", he had the expression on his face I was about to adopt. Yawzah. Okay. Righto. Now, as if I'm not already dumfounded and in a semi state of shock due to the events that are unfolding and my tylenol multi-symptom capsules that are kicking in, but as Carol walks up to me I notice something striking, the kid's black. Huh? Tiffany's a single "mom" and she's very, very white. What? Okay, I can understand after digesting it all, it's a noble thing to do and a kid is a kid, I was just not expecting her to "possibly adopt" a child who wasn't white. Call me shallow, because Carol did when she saw the stupefied look on my face. And okay, but give me a break, I'm a guy on medication here, one revelation at a time, one shocker per day, quota in effect. Right? It was not to be so. As the 20-minute interlude drew on, I came upon another little nugget of information. Tiffany's also 3 months pregnant. Hoozah? Wha? Say again? I took this one with a bit less "shock", more thinking, "this world has gone completely insane" and I do believe mentions of the twilight zone were made. So Tif's 35, possibly going to adopt, in line to have a bouncing baby something, and do it all on her own, although one can draw the clichéd "her clock must've been running out" or "mid life crisis" theories (I no doubt allowed them to pop into my head too), but who knows. did I mention being queasy? Oh yeah, the kid drooled, and drooled, and drooled some more drool that drooled some more. And I'm not a fan of drool, and I definitely don't want to touch anything producing that much saliva, I don't care if it's my own kid but I'm not a bib (that's what Michelle's for right baby *wink*). So again I was called insensitive for not wanting to partake of the drool, gee, I just can't win can I? I can't win so I'm sick. AGAIN. this time I'm the one producing so much mucus (like you needed to know) I wonder if I'll just gag on it and die. I've got a headache, I've got a gnawing mute pain in the back of my throat and I feel great! so I lie, I feel like those poor bastards who just got laid off because CNET now sucks. Kill Gamecenter? surely you jest! Nay, it's a reality, Gamecenter, one of the last true and GOOD multi-platform gaming sites is no more, say hello to ZDNet's ShitSpot instead. Oh the humanity. I’ll shut up So you're probably looking at all this and going, "Quick, call his parents I think Justin's finally flipped his wig, he's too lazy to write all this in one sitting, something DEFINITELY wrong!", well bloody well relax, I am, amazingly, this is the first week I've had with some free time, or more specifically, sleep time, because next week's some dumb holiday or the other and that's the day I got my hardest classes, meaning - no assignments to stress me out. Those are due the following week, that's the week I'll be stressed out. Heh, I just felt like writing, and I wasn't too sleepy, so I decided to jump from one evaporating thought to the next, hope it ended up to be interesting. *smile* and go away now, I've used up enough of your time. 1:54 PM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, February 11
I hate getting chain letters from people but today I got something (although it wasn't exactly a chain letter it was along the same lines) that had some things worth giving a second thought. Tell me what do you think?
Don't cry over someone who won't cry over you. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. 3:32 PM | Michy | # | no commentsSaturday, February 10
sick. sick. so sick.
work. work. so much work. urgh. urgh, ah you get the idea. 4:06 PM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, February 9Thursday, February 8
Hmm, I wonder what Michelle would do to me if I ever did anything like this? Well, Jai, if you survive with all you limbs intact and you're not afraid to go to sleep at night due to miscellaneous threats of dismemberment, then I'll try, hoozah ;)
1:05 PM | Jus | # | no commentsWednesday, February 7
Gosh everybody's been talking about Ev's essay, and Mr. Saturn had his own spin on things, okay it sucks, people got screwed, but let's move on, shall we?
not important, go read the one before this Done. no more, nope, nada, I'm not doing another thing to this site's layout, well, nothing major anymore. If indeed I get bored, I'll publish an entirely new design, and scrap this altogether. I've fixed a number of things that bothered me before, the div layers now work like they should in ie, you can even move the projects again, and it works in netscape 4, as for 6, I've lost enough sleep trying to get things to work cross-platform, and then something works in 4 and not 6 (since they skipped a number 5 altogether)? WHAT? fuck that, with something very, very, painful. 800 x 600 people, you're safe, 640 guys, kiss my ass, you have got to be kidding. Thanks to Jairus for the heads up on the background image at high res. There are now 3 pictures that'll be generated, just because I like looking at my memories. Things should work well on a mac, and that's all I have to say about that. As for the other pages, gosh, whenever I tweak something I've got to update, nuts.html, xreview.html and archive.html. Okay so it's 3 pages, but there's an easier way, I just don't know how to use templates in dreamweaver properly. And that feedback box, egads, talk about throwing something together, something has to be done about that. But that's it, no more, as I said, fini. 8:39 AM | Jus | # | no comments
Yaw.
I GOT SLEEP. and I also got legs, go figure. It's wonderful when you open up, and just push aside your fears, it's wonderful when you can be the person you really are, under all that bullshit. If you care, I just finished 3 e-mails, one of which was 12K, yes, 12K of me rambling on and on, just text, just me. I'm sure it might not seem like much, but 12K is 12 e-mails to me, on a normal, superficial type day. I've been told that if I ever discontinue this site, I'll be killing another in the same instance, killing another person's essence, their creativity, their gift to all of you, and you know what, I couldn't deprive anyone of that, because we need to inspired, and that's why there are people like her. of course, my site, has degraded, it's been turned into one post after the other, much of which don't say anything you need, or want, to know. I've neglected the thing that does mean something, creating, and my grounds for it. It's not all bad, I'm being overly dramatic, as is a usual thing with me. Although sight has possible turned into something ordinary, something that doesn't say too much, it says enough for a couple people, and it helps me remember, so it's going to be around until I re-invent it, or maybe just change the layout (knowing my laziness, both or highly unlikely). I want to be prolific. I want to be amazing. I just don't know how to go about taking over the world. white? why did I choose white as my base color for this site? I never use white, I always start a page with black, always black, as if my creativity needed to emerge from the darkness, as if I needed to strip away to find out what's underneath. Why then did mindsight's background color end up being white? I haven't the slightest clue, maybe it's an attempt to seem more... normal/human/accepted/friendly, hmm, it's rather up in the air. here's something you should all read - wrongwaygoback.com/fantastical, capice? 4:16 AM | Jus | # | no commentsMonday, February 5
Well whadyaknow, with all the free time I had, counting the minutes until I leave strange people in my house, I finally did something I intended to do A LONG LONG time ago, I made the bloody quotes RANDOM, and the title for the page ain't gonna be the same ever again...
Little by little... 11:27 AM | Jus | # | no comments
Okay, I officially turned off the computer at 8am, tried to fall asleep (exhausted) for an hour, ended up falling asleep around 9. Ha. Awoken at 10:15am by the air-conditioner repair guys.
Now, this means a couple things. Firstly, it means I started my HUGE assignment at 12am. It also means I did my other, lame ass assignment, for the earlier class, right after. It means I did a pretty good job on completing the big assignment, and a half-assed attempt at the second. BUT, more importantly, it means I've gotten 1 odd hour sleep, and that's the most sleep I'll be getting until 10pm tonight. I'm also a little worried about leaving these cats in my apartment, because I've got to get the hell outta here and go to class at 12:15pm or else I'll be sans parking spot at school. In happier news, Von, has yet again, been reviewed on an adventure gaming site. Why can't I get this kind of attention? Oh that's right, my number isn't up yet... 10:35 AM | Jus | # | no commentsSunday, February 4Saturday, February 3
I'm an e-mail junkie, a junkie I tell you...
Still haven't gotten any sleep... 1:31 PM | Jus | # | no comments
what the hell is this?!! and why wasn't I NOTIFIED?!
Holy Jeez, Kemal and the rest of those slackers put up a site? WHAT?!! Holy smokes, and Vin got caught on camera looking... well stoned, yeah stoned is a good description... I want IN, where do I sign, let me in *bangs on door* HELLOOOO! 12:22 PM | Jus | # | no comments
Okay so I'm late.
And I'm idle. Also, I'm beginning to suffer from insomnia again. 3 hours of sleep? My eyes are literally 10% open and feel like my inner lids have been dustes with sand. I want to sleep, I want to sleep, good lord. I'm up in the AM, this is so wrong, so wrong. 11:37 AM | Jus | # | no comments
a dreary mood
you know that glow, when the tv's left on in a pitch black room, and the lights softly flicker brighter, then dim, and you hear the faint audiance applause and you can see the room's contents lit by this eerie bluish frame. that scene has a mood, whenever I see it I feel lost, unaccomplished, like a slob caught in a dead end life, life in a box that gives off just enough light to barely make out what you're about to trip over, because things are too dark too see the whole picture. It feels like a cancelled tv show playing at 2 in the morning. I think it's time to turn off this god damn tv and turn on the lights. *stumble* 1:03 AM | Jus | # | no commentsFriday, February 2
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mr. Troy, sorry I'm such a loser brother and couldn't call you, you'll forgive me.
I'm in a site, and came upon an archive entry. You know what, hi, I need sex too. too much There's too many great personal sites out there, there are too many stories and too many loves, too many artists and too many poets, too many things I can't take it all in, I wish I could take it all in. 10:06 PM | Jus | # | no comments Well, well, weellllll, I got my Janis Joplin "action figure" (how sad they refer to these things as such...) from amazon today, whoohoo baby. I'm a sucker for these well crafted models, and I'm a big fan of everything music, and if you DON'T know who Janis Joplin is, you should be shot, with a beebee gun no less. She's perched right next to 3 spawns, and one Al Simmons, gosh I need help... just wait 'til they bring out Jimmi! mcfarlane toys janis joplin's music 2:09 AM | Jus | # | no commentsThursday, February 1
This posted in GamePro's February 2001 issue:
"In two years, this box [the Dreamcast] won't be shipping as is," said Charles Bellfield, Sega's vice president of corporate and marketing communications. "We're developing this technology, not discontinuing it." -end- NOW, this posted in News.com on January 30th, 2001: Sega ended months of speculation by confirming that it plans to scrap its Dreamcast video game console and focus on making software for systems made by companies such as Sony and Nintendo. -end- NOW people, um, halo, why, why does Sega gotta do this again? Why they gotta make me wanna hurt them, why they gotta fuck me over? Wasn't it enough with the genesis? with the sega cd? with the 32X? with the SATURN? I mean for the love of christ, stop FUCKING OVER your customers, this is it Sega, we're through, never again will I buy a console from your stupid ass IF you ever do make another one, you lying stinkin' sons of... *grumble* 11:18 PM | Jus | # | no comments
/usr/bin/girl will soon be added to my links section, oh yes, it will.
trying not to sound lame... you go girl! *sigh* 2:05 PM | Jus | # | no comments
Hey guys, I need some help, how the HELL do I get a mayo stain out of a cotton t-shirt? HELP, please, I know someone out there washes their own clothes...
Tell me how bellow... 2:08 AM | Jus | # | no comments |
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