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Thursday, November 30

Whoops, I didn't check the damn blog before I posted, ah well.

Well, of COURSE I'm proud silly girl, I've got the same issues with doing anything in front of a group, I start shaking like a leaf and my heart races, I need to sit down to regain my composure or else they'll see my notes rattle alongside my hands... I'm verrrrry glad you got through it alright honey ;)

AND NOW, I really got to sleep, *pooooof*


1:06 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Hey guess what... I'm awake!!!

Oh dear...

Got to rectify that immediately...

*poof*


12:53 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, November 29

Hey well today this other girl and I had to prepare a question and present it to the class this morning. Now I'm not really the type of person that really likes to do any sort of presentation in front of a bunch of people but I had no choice. I actually thought that I was going to miss it cuz I was late (what's new) but DAMN that stupid lecturer cuz he's always late too so when I got there they were still on the first question. And the thing is this other girl is like even more quiet than I am (not that I'm REALLY quiet ... if you really know me you won't think so hehe) anyway so I was a bit nervous ... actually a lot nervous BUT when I got up there it wasn't that bad at all and I made it in one piece without making a mistake!

Aren't you proud baby? =P


10:34 PM | Michy | # | no comments

Hey Jairus, could it possibly be The Manic Street Preachers - Mausoleum? The album is over 5 years old, so I think I just might be. They could be goth... um, I think. Hell give me The Cure any day.

6:39 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Wow, Tracey's posting so fast I can barely keep up, I am however HURT, *fights back the tears*:

Hi Dara, Stef, Rav, Stac - whoever checks. I love you all

No Justin?!?!? No JUS??? *sigh*
Tracey doesn't love me =(

*falls down*


6:31 AM | Jus | # | no comments

I can't wait to go back home, for more reasons than ONE. Michelle will definately make sure I EAT properly for one thing, the last meal I had was over 16 hours ago, okay so I was sleeping for 10 of them, but damn, I'm HUNGRY.

And you! Please make sure you get all your work done and don't let it pile up you, and if you're really dying of boredom baby, maybe you should start back working (you know I myself, hate work in any form, but I guess it's not all that bad, money is definately not a bad thing to have on hand!). Anyway, you ARE right about not getting, well, at least not TOO MUCH work done when I get back =) I think we'll be rather pre-occupied...


6:14 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Tuesday, November 28

So I've wasted yet another day just bumming around watching tv and eating junk. Ever since I stopped working I have gone back into this icky, lazy ass routine of mine. I didn't realise before but working was actually a good thing for me. Even though I hated every minute of it, I think that I hate staying home and doing not one damn thing even more. It's not like I don't have anything to do cuz Lord knows that I have a ton of work that needs to be done but that oh so *deadly disease* known as procrastination will not leave me the hell alone.

Well thank goodness Christmas vacation is nearby. Maybe I'll get some work done then. No wait .... Jussy ;-) is coming back so that's not gong to happen hehe =P Oh well .... (like I'm not going to wait till last minute anyway)!


7:36 PM | Michy | # | no comments

*collapses*

4:42 PM | Jus | # | no comments

I finished Vaughn's site, and the Closet should be filled with my brooms come tomorrow. Gosh, I feel like a geek again.

I really have to learn ASP damnit, and Cold Fusion, soon, SOON I say!

On another note, this fellow in my class (cool guy all in all) was complaining about a web job some people did for him, now, from what he said I was expecting a really lame page that they charged him an arm and a leg for, what I found however, wasn't that bad; okay I'll give him this - really shoddy flash work and the front page layout/logo could have been better. But the actual content pages were pretty good, in terms of layout and functionality, I think they did a pretty good job. And now this cat wants to re-design it himself (thus why he's going to aifl), boy is he in for a surprise when he attempts to re-code that...


7:09 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Seems like I don't care about people who use anything less than 1024 x 768 screen res... oops, laptop displays have spoiled me. So if you have to scroll, SCROLL damnit.

6:59 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Well, I killed the ability for the little box to float around, I couldn't get the page to load without that error message popping up 1 out of 3 times. Ah well, works just as good!

3:22 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Monday, November 27

nothing else to do in Valsayn HUH??? I say again, s... daughter of a bitch. MWA! ;)

5:33 AM | Jus | # | no comments

I dunno what you're talking about luv, but I didn't *ac-ripoff-choo* anybody except builder.com for showing me how to make a floating element (a buggy element, but one none the less).

I have to go canoe-ing tomorrow, oh joy. DAMN, I also have to mail those boxes for Brian before he kills me, and pay my ticket, and cable, and the phone... son of a bitch


5:29 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Sunday, November 26

YES I noticed the minor additions to the site clown. It looks really good (not that it didn't look good before) =P

Hey thank you very bery much for calling me last night honey. It was so good talking to you although we did stay kinda long on the phone .... I'm afraid to see the bill eek! BUT I really needed to hear your voice cuz I'm missing you soo much =(

Come home NOWWWW!!


1:30 PM | Michy | # | no comments

some minor additions to the site, have you noticed?

Nah, me neither... if anything netscape users are cursing my name, "Why doesn't anything HAPPEN when I click this!?!?"

Well, that's because (and I hate to say this) Netscape sucks people. Version 6.0 takes 5 times longer to load than the previous version, and it still goes screwy with layers. That ain't good.

The new "projects" button is just to let you clowns know what I'm working on, be it a new kitchen appliance or shooting myself in the foot; click on the box to move it around, double-click to drop his ass right where he be (it still has some bugs, just don't go dragging and placing it off the page okay... just refresh to redeem yourself).

server worries

my server just told me "error writing file, disk full"... okay, WHAT?!?! I'm supposed to have 100 megs, what the f*ck?!?! I'm going to try uploading some mp3z just to see if that wasn't just a weird error, but if it ain't, I'm going to have to give my server a call... damn it all.


7:20 AM | Jus | # | no comments

This baby came out the day I turned seven...

They changed the link.

That must also be the day I became a lazy bum, a situation that has not changed since...

Damn you Watterson.


2:44 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Saturday, November 25

Siegel is still alive and kicking, although High Five is dead... why are all the sites that made me want to be a web designer slowly putting their dots up for sale and packing up shop? Haven't you people ever heard of at least keeping an archive (actually, High Five did put up an archive, and then their original dot com up for sale, smart guy, that's a hot domain).

Well let's see, the webmaster over at the Broomcloset asked me to toss around some new design for the site, I'm in need of some ideas. I want to be visionary, I want to come up with something inspired, but I'm scared I may be out of practice, I worry too damn much.


5:00 PM | Jus | # | no comments

OKAY, I'm going to sleep NOW FOR THE LAST TIME.

grumble.


7:38 AM | Jus | # | no comments

eneri baby

e n e r i d o t n e t. God I love this site. *THWACK* on my dumb head for not putting up a link sooner, this is going to be permanent, now if I can just upload fresher mp3z...


7:34 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Why is Mella's site giving me such a warm welcome?

Forbidden
You don't have permission to access / on this server.

Apache/1.3.3 Server at melladrama.com Port 80


Well... I never (oh wait... I'm supposed to be sleeping... son of a bi... ZZZZ)


7:15 AM | Jus | # | no comments

tracey blogs...? wait...

Tracey is blogging... the world is coming to an end. SHELTER, oh god please, shelter...

arhem, no but REALLY, I'm elated, the Tracmeister (is that how you spell that... hmm) got her act together and jumped into the weblogging, hoorA. Now we need to introduce you to a little tag known as <valign="top"> so your bloody links aren't centered but at the TOP where they should be.

In other news, I'm just beginning to feel better. Although Michelle is in a self-described "mood" and I've yet to learn why, so there's some cause for concern.

Oh I had a nice... oh hell, it's 7am and I'm not sleeping yet, that story'll have to fucking wait.

ZZZZ.


7:12 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Thursday, November 23

I feel gutted.

It's not a nice feeling.


12:02 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, November 22

Oh jesus... Jade almost made me have a heart attack in class today. Apparently she got really happy with this new software. I literally chocked, the people around me must have thought that I was having an attack of some sort. I clicked on the link, innocently, wondering what she was up to, then out of the corner of my eye I see my page... but wait, it's not REALLY my page... the humanity.

And hey Mich, I'm in class now, so I'll write you back as soon as I get home.

OH BUT WAIT, I forgot the best part of all, I had some FUN myself... *snicker* =)


7:23 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Tuesday, November 21

Yeah I won't forget! Wow, this is kinda cool having the good ol' MQ join us from time to time. Keep it up, and guys, look out for Vent soon, I think it'll also be at Neuro, along with 2 other stories I have to put up...

1:21 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Got a job at Williams and Somona, play a gig tonight and on Thursday night. Wish me luck! Hey Jus, don't forget Thursday at 3pm is Thanksgiving dinner!

12:33 PM | mq | # | no comments

Monday, November 20

BLOGGER keeps screwing up, server problems up the wazoo. damnit.

12:37 AM | Jus | # | no comments

ARGHHHHH, what the HELL happened to electric biscuit, whyyy, oh god whyyyyy. I can't handle shit like this.

*sigh*


12:08 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Sunday, November 19

Cool dreams?? Hmmm, I wonder if that was because I made an appearance? =)

Yes, I do think highly of myself.

Okay so now Michy, try to post a little moreeee next time. OR ELSE. I'm glad you finally did show up though.

Well, on to my day... and now we move on, yes it was that interesting.

I still don't have my ticket to go back home yet, I'm beginning to get a little worried now...


11:54 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Hey so I had some really cooool dreams the past two nights! whooohooo =P I hope that they keep comingggg!!!!

10:40 PM | Michy | # | no comments

Saturday, November 18

I got a ticket.

for parking.

the wrong way on a street by a stop sign. apparently, I look for these things.


10:36 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Friday, November 17

k, just a tad worried about stac now...

7:08 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Okay, so I had a minor heart attack when I couldn't access my server just now, lord, that was scary. I thought they pulled the plug, or their server crashed and I lost all my archives. I just logged on and pulled off all the archives to save them just in case... I may be too paranoid, or...

6:53 PM | Jus | # | no comments

the lost chapterAh yes, The Lost Chapter, whoooo, it's not really finished yet, but let's hope I get the 'okay' to complete the site. Go Vaughn, go Vaughn...


6:27 PM | Jus | # | no comments

I see we have new life, the Almighty MQ, now if Michelle would only post something...

1:09 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Check this. If everyone controls their own destiny, each individual doing his/her own thing. What if your destiny takes you into the path of others, and thus forcing you to make a unit decision, doesn't everyone in the unit's destiny change. If so, I think that's pretty fucked up!

12:49 PM | mq | # | no comments

Thursday, November 16

oh dear, some people found out I was exploiting their lame-ass security for their CGI scripts and bouncing all my site-mail and feedback forms off their server.... they got wise, damn. I'm sure it was the fatima site that red flagged it....

GRR, now I have to do everything off frostbytei.com, I mean, I should have done this from the beginning, but I was oh-so used to using the other guys, bleh. Like 10 pages to re-script now.... f*ck.


11:01 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Another blow to my beliefs in everything turning out alright in the end.

Tracey and Rav broke up... ulp. I guess it's *better* this way, but it still sucks whenever two people who were supposed to love each other, couldn't make it work. It sucks because now I feel I'm that much more alone in this whole thing. I have no one to share my long-distance woes with now... bastards.

Stac, I got your letter. Thanks for the card ;)

...and MICHELLE, will you get your behind on-line and post something before I have to get violent... or something!


10:19 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Wednesday, November 15

I saw something I hadn't seen in a while in the line waiting for registration this morning, love, kinda, or something of the like. First in a girl who kissed her boyfriend goodbye as he left her in the line, brief, but you could see their eyes close as she leaned in, and it wasn't rushed, it was a moment, then passed, then gone. Then in a couple that walked down the way, the girl dressed in a jersey and jeans, bandana on her head, the guy your run of the mill american teenager. She looked kinda crazy, a couple of screws loose, yet how she acted around him put her in a different light, like a butterfly fluttering around a flower, she was just floating around him, showering him with affection... I wonder if he knows how lucky he is.

Then the last, a guy simply talking to a girl, as another guy from way down the line called out, the boy in front of me smiled, blushed even and turned to the girl, she shooed him off to meet him, and he swallowed hard and went down the line. I could see lots of smiles and grins between the would-be couple, a number was exchanged, and the guy came back up to thank his friend for the introduction. It was weird, the look on his face, the exhilaration, made me smile. It's not the fact he was happy, but more of the memories it brought back, the butterflies in your stomach when you meet someone new, the excitement of exploring something new. Sometimes I miss those feelings, when I'm alone and I see it happening all around me. It's not the same for me anymore, but there's something else. When I see her standing in a crowded airport, when everyone else falls away and she's the only thing I see, she still gives me butterflies.


4:51 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Of course my visitors know they can click on the little quote numbers at the top of my screen. What kind of people do you think I have coming to this sight anyway??! Arhem.

Stole my image... grumble.

=P


2:56 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Well I had a pretty crappy day so far.

First off, I had to get up early to register classes for next quarter, which took an hour, and involved me not being able to take a class because it was full, making me take one I had scheduled for another quarter. All in all, not a VERY bad thing, but hey.

Then I had to drive all the ass way down to Miami, for my photography class, and of course, I got lost because downtown Miami is a sonofabitch to navigate when you're not used to IT. So I got lost, tried to get back on track and ended up missing ANOTHER road, so I said "fuck it" and went straight home. Now I'll have to go another day and pay 12 bucks instead of my group rate of 4. Damn. I may also have to take James so I don't get lost again, make that 24 bucks. Fuckity damn.

Ah well, things MAY look up, I've got a meeting with a possible partner, I have to burn a portfolio CD, whoops... my writer is on the blitz, DAMNIT.

Eh, I'll survive, I just hope my mid term grades aren't as bad as I think they'll be...


2:45 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Friday, November 10


Mid terms are DONE. Now I have to worry about finals, oh and Vonny boy, check this out.

4:19 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Happy birthday miserable.

4:12 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Tuesday, November 7

I just like the look of Chemfet. I haven't actually read anything yet...

12:43 PM | Jus | # | no comments

Monday, November 6

I was very idle, and took two pictures of the little guys atop my computer desk. Nerd? No. Genius? I do believe.

Strangely enough Scully always manages to MOVE, whether this is due to an unknown force, or James... we'll never know.

invasion

invasion


5:11 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Baby, I love things like this. Where do I sign?!?! HELL YEAH baby!

3:27 AM | Jus | # | no comments

Friday, November 3

Well I've been neglecting my blog for at least a week now, what excuse can I offer? School I suppose (as always), and my cousin moved in to the apartment, so I officially now have a roomy, whoop-a-dee-doo. I'm sure this will prove to be interesting.

I have to move the god damn TV now, thing is, the bloody cable guy cut the other cable that was going into the living room when he set the thing up, why you ask? Because he was obviously a dick. So now I either have to run an ugly looking wire through the house or pay Comcast to undo what they did in the first place. Joy.

Ah yes, news, my brother Wayne came up for 2 days with my niece, to check out my school. It was pretty cool, thanks to him I actually ate proper meals for 2 days. Krystle saw the school, I'm not too sure it made any impression, then again you can rarely tell with Krys - And just so you know, I miss ya clown (=P).

I have to ship my cd-writer back to Panasonic because the thing keeps cutting off 130MB into a disc, the laser is actually having a problem moving past that point properly, I checked the track, nada, so my only recourse is to ship his ass back, lucky for me I have my 2 year warranty.

Wanna know what's currently in my playlist? No? TOO BAD I'm gonna tell you anyway:

the cure - plainsong
john cafferty - voice of america's sons
gerard mcmann - cry little sister
better than ezra - the stars
boa - duvet
bob dylan - not dark yet
dog's eye view - everything falls apart
pearl jam - black
sublime - caress me down
the wallflowers - three marlenas
teenage fanclub & de la-soul - fallin'
dog's eye view - umbrella
the cure - pictures of you
chemical brothers - the sunshine underground
the cure - high

Hmmm, two Dylans and three Cure songs, this can't be good.

I got an e-mail from Jairus at restraint.org today, telling me the site wasn't half bad, it's nice to get the rare thumbs up, thanks J.

Michelle called from the office (and again helped brighten a very gloomy day, I got up at 4pm... yikes), she also called last night and spent around 30 minutes on the phone, boy are our phone bills gonna be high this month...

DSL still isn't HERE *&%@^$!!!! and James got a job!? and well... I guess that's it, now I've gotta go study and do some work for MID TERMS next week, yipe.

gone awaaaaay....


7:38 PM | Jus | # | no comments

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