life as I know it

I'm amazed I've managed to post as much as I have.

I think it's more guilt for missing so much of the past I couldn't bear to have even more slip into my swiss-cheese memory.

There have been lots going on.

First, we've left ES, for - what we believe - greener pastures.

We're officially merging companies, so Frostbyte will be mothballed. We are also in the middle of a slightly messy divorce from our former partner (money issues etc.).

I will also be homeless as of August 1st (following a trend apparently) - giving up the apartment I've lived in for the over 5 and a half years. This is in preparation for moving in with my woman, and moving closer to our new office space - which is likely to be in West Palm Beach.

I also get to be eyeball-deep in all the wonderful research and decision making that a new business must undertake to grow from a pseudo-homespun operation to an actual corporate entity (we're actually implementing... structure, and software to manage it *shudder*).

That is but a few of the things currently on my plate, oh - let's not forget the almost impossible ongoing attempt to balance my time between work and the one thing that does ground me and give me some balance. The hour commute (one-way) right now doesn't help, and the fact that time doubles if I'm by her.

I always thought if I had half the things that are currently going on to deal with I'd have some sort of attack and die. I never thought I was capable of juggling so many things and still manage to breathe. I'm a fucking laid-back guy, I'm bloody Trinidadian after all. But amazingly enough, I'm still here, and have not yet lost my mind, no one is more surprised than I.

Justin | 6:01 PM