masterpiece theatre presents...

Opening lines are so hard to come up with...

Been a lot going on. Things to get off my mind quickly: feel like crap I wasn't able to make it for Stefan's graduation, time management is not my strong suit, big surprise... feel like I should have found a way to hang out with Stac more when she was here, also feel like I did not make the most of the time I did have... constantly worried about maintaining a steady flow of income for the company, and worried the government will find some way to fuck me (other than taxes, which is currently an absurd amount out of my salary)... need to get so much internal company stuff done I wonder if I'm not just fooling myself, I still feel like Gheorghe and I are the only people who actually comprehend the idea of a deadline, and I hate the fact that it seems nobody cares about marketing our company but me... utterly ashamed of some of the local web firms, how can you have a website like that and still sell websites to other people? It boggles the mind, I am debating whether or not to put together a list... I think there's a conspiracy against frostbyte to blacklist it from trinidadian business listings... I will never again do work on faith, show me the money or get the fuck out of my room... I am way too unproductive, I need to stop writing ideas down for future reference and start doing them... I need to accept that some things I do will piss people off, stop worrying about always making everybody happy or that god forbid - somebody won't like me, insecure buffoon.

And on a side note, from a recently written email to Anji:

I went to an after party for Prince which SUCKED, there was literally 10 people there, they had dancers behind curtains - hotties too - they had a full liquor bar which I took extreme advantage of, the place was beautiful, just NOBODY SHOWED UP, I'm not quite sure how they organized that but at least I got to drink free - and I needed it too, because the women that WERE there, were scarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry.

This post is way shorter than I thought it would be. More, soon.

Justin | 10:06 AM