I'm really digging this song.

Anyway, life is smacking me upside the head again. I'm much too lazy to be this active, this is not the life of Justin Gosine, something is very wrong here, very, very wrong.

I'm a bum, why am I not content with a bum's existence?

Anyway, whiny bitch am I.

I am on the verge of applying for my H1B Visa, this is a pretty hefty step, the moment this application is approved (please, mighty fist of Judah... what?) I am required to start pulling in the income associated with my position. This is weighing on my mind, and will eventually on my wallet, because guess what, if I don't make enough money I'm going to have to dip in there. Which should make my resolve that much more to actually make the money, but I have a huge "worry for no reason, worry for any reason" center in my brain, and the guys who work there work overtime, even on holidays.

As is usual, I am hard-pressed to make my own decisions, so I turn to you, my friends and the person who got here by searching for "hot monkey loving" on Google. Should I pay an extra grand to my lawyer to get a response from INS in 15 days, or should I suffer the 3 months (to *sometime after that*) waiting period. Keep in mind that as soon as I send in this application I am prohibited from leaving the U.S. until I get a response. Now, if I stay for 3 or more months the number of Visas the government has allotted will be almost gone (added to the fact they cut them in half last year) and I'm going to miss Michelle's graduation, however if I get a response in 15 days I will have to start pulling in the afore-mentioned income immediately. Help.

I keep wondering if I should use Capital Letters in my titles. Hmm.

The Bloggies were announced, and the nominees for best designed site all pretty much suck, I am so trying to get in there next year, just for geekiness. Pick any one of our sites and you're almost sure to have a better design. Mella should rock that shit too.

Diesel Sweeties rock. They rock out. I am late. Bah. Goth girls are also usually hot. Pierce me spank me tattoo me.

Laugh out loud.

I have also come to the realization that I am a drama queen. More on that later. I am also full of anger for no apparent reason, and tend to blow off the excess steam on people who are in frequent contact with me, but usually only when they do stupid things.

It is 7:19am, and I stayed up to watch Secondhand Lions and Inside the Actor's Studio with Johnny Depp. I like Depp, I think I like Tom Cruise and Johnny Depp more than any man has a right to. It must really be early. No homo-erotic fantasies until after noon.

Ah, my adoring readership, goodnight.

Oh yeah, and my trip to L.A. got pushed back one week. Somebody's gotta negotiate a fight with somebody else, blah blah blah, website not more important than millions of dollars and you can't put a price on going out on top now can you? I hope you're confused.

New music somewhere over there ->
My flow be fresh.

Justin | 7:27 AM